My Mom has always been my silent supporter. 5 years ago, when I was diagnosed with Brain cancer, she was there for me every single day. Literally accompanying me to daily treatments and doctors appointments and spending time with me everyday after she heard the news. She was the live in Mom that provided normalcy during a trying time of uncertainty.
She is the one who is always there, always caring for everyone else… she is the one who doesn’t believe in the word impossible… she is the one who believed in me to set fire to the rain in my toughest time… just as I believed in her during her recent health scare. It was nice to be the one to provide support for her this time.
She is the first girl I ever loved, she taught me right from wrong, how to act everyday in a gentleman’s manner by holding doors and always saying please and thank you. She has always inspired me to be better than my best.
An untested love may be taken for granted over time. It’s in the times we need it most that remind us how lucky we are… and for me, how truly lucky I am to have her in my life.
I am so proud of you Mom, for your strength, your courage and now more than ever… your perseverance.
I Love You,
The Vermont Lake Monsters held a cancer awareness night at the ballpark last week and Cancer Canknot was invited to attend. We were able to set up on the concourse and reach out to share our story with everyone that stopped by the booth. We made some great connections with some great people during the event.
The cancer survivors and their families were all able to line up on the first baseline and be recognized for what they have overcome. It was a humbling moment to look around and know that everyone else standing out there had faced the same Goliath opponent.
Along with the privilege to attend the game and be on the field, I was also given the honor of throwing out the first pitch. As such a huge baseball fan, it was a very proud moment for me and it was made even more special by having my family there to cheer me on.
I’ve been to many baseball games in my life, but none as special as this one… a game I will truly never forget.
I was cleaning up a few things recently and came across something that immediately brought back a lot of memories.
A few short years ago, this was my life. Pill bottle after pill bottle, day after day in order to help save my life. I still remember taking the Temodar and almost instantly feeling sick to my stomach. I had anti-seizure medication, narcotics for the pain after surgery and pills to help me sleep. I even had pills to help settle my stomach from all the pills I was taking.
The pills were bad, but the blood thinner may have been the worst. It was a shot that I had to give myself everyday in the stomach, alternating sides as the scar tissue built up and made it hard to puncture the skin without resistance and a strong burning sensation.
This was my life for more than a year… a year that taught me a lot about myself and has made me a better person.
In the end, every pill and needle did its job… and it was worth every poke and tough pill to swallow.
One more thing that Cancer Canknot do; stop us from taking family vacations and making many more wonderful memories for us to remember.
Cancer Canknot made its way to the Caribbean last week through route of a Disney Cruise! As we’ve said before, family is what it is all about. We made some amazing family memories as we visited the islands in the Caribbean, all while reminding ourselves of everything that Cancer Canknot do!
We wore our Cancer Canknot t-shirts proudly – which even prompted a few people to stop and ask the meaning behind the slogan. Our conversations and mission truly seemed to inspire others, which still amazes us.
Having been given 6-12 months as a prognosis really makes us realize that every moment and vacation spent together is a blessing. Cancer Canknot take away those precious moments and memories.